I watched the white turn to red in the morning light, the stars fading with the night.
There are feelings I don’t know how to put words to, but I shall attempt it nonetheless.
I have been here before, and felt elation blend into fear, hope descend into emptiness.
Even as my mind tells me that logically, practically, logistically, it was for the best then, my heart rebels and grieves all the same.
Please, this time, please stay.
